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11/27/2006

I won't ask for more.

I am bleeding inside.
1:23 AM



11/18/2006

I don't know how long will I live on so stop asking me?
The fact is I don't wait to hang on is damn tiring.
It's as if I'm wasn't breathing for the past few months.
We need to move on,
the more we let go the more we will gain.
I just wanna keep those sweet memories with you,
don't ruin the ending.



Let Me Know If It's You

I am bleeding inside.
12:02 AM



11/16/2006

Bump Off Lover
Ai Sha 17
Angela Zhang Shao Han acted in this show. At first, it's boring but it's what interesting actually!!

I am bleeding inside.
1:15 AM



what's wrong? why can we be the same like we used to? 10years of friendship is just gone like that because of someone who's so not responsible? i try my best to save this friendship but why do you still want to let it go? whatever it is. you're kept deep in my heart.

what's the situation between us?

I am bleeding inside.
12:30 AM



Today was the 2nd day of my work. It's like crap. First i calculate a wrong bill for a regular customer and lucky he is nice. 2nd a lady came and after i wrote the bill, last min she change her mind and i have to cancel that bill. 3rd there's a lady who came to collect the clothing was pissed when i told her the delivery man isn't here yet. She said this to me "You guys told me that i can come and collect after3 and now what, I must make another trip here and collect!! This is the first and last time i will be coming here!!" What the F*** LAH!! HELLO!! This is just my second day at work and no one is helping me, do you thinnk I'm a super woman who can do all this shits!!! Come on man!! I'm also human who need to eat and i only have time to eat my breakfirst and lunch at 4plus man!! I got emo AGAIN!!! So i walked home all alone listening to music. Well, whatever!! Now I'm just want a break! So I'm so gonna eat kit-kat.
Don't see the world with your nake eyes, use your heart that's beating every second

What lies in me

I am bleeding inside.
12:17 AM



11/13/2006

HELLO!
First day of work seems fine but it's kinda of boring so I'm planning to bring vcd player there to watch vcds? hahaha. thats all for today folks!! Don't miss Sulynn man!!

I am bleeding inside.
11:39 PM



11/11/2006

10 Nov
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUINEH!!
Went to cine to watch the convenant! Nice show man. They are like damn cool la. Special powers like power rangers. Then we went to taka U2 got my pants and Zara for my top and my tie from topshop. YEAH!! Went to eat at PS and went phoebe's house at around 10+ and the both of us were like chatting for an hour or so and i home-ed at 11.30?
BYE GIRLYS!!!

I am bleeding inside.
1:20 AM



11/08/2006

Went to mdm z's house on monday. Saw her 22 day old baby. Look so cute. hahaha. So small. And i got a shock when i reach her house casue at first i tout only the few of us will be going but who knows there were like about 20 people there!!! hahah.

I am bleeding inside.
9:32 PM



i so gonna write what happen the past few days okay.
On sat, went vivo city with aunt,grandparents, sister, bro and huiting. And Vivo was like people mountain people sea. Haha. And i got so fucking irritated and emo that i started attitude-ing everyone and went to walk on my own. But after i got [the chemical romance - The black parade] disc, i felt much better.

For the past few days i have been doing alot of thing. Maybe it's really time for me to let go of the past even if i don't want to. I have let go of you and you're no longer the one that i'm breathing for. Thanks for returning my heart to me. I wish you all the best in whatever you do.

I am bleeding inside.
9:24 PM



11/03/2006

Patrick Nuo-5Days
[SUNSHINE HEARTBEAT SONG!!!]


It was love at first sight on the second of july
Met her on the third floor
Four times in one night
It was a little bit of magic
And the time stood still
She took me to another side she got the key to my will
Tell me how could such a good thing only last...

One, two three, four Five days once in a lifetime
Five nights
Too good to be true
The universe is passin' by
But I can't forget our
One, two, three, four Five days-sunshine-one-way-trip
Where she touched my soul when I touched her lips
She said "boy take me to whereever you go destination anywhere"
But destiny said no.
Tell me how could such a good thing only last...

One, two three, four Five days once in a lifetime
Five nights
Too good to be true
The universe is passin' by
But I can't forget our

One, two, three, four Five days once in a lifetime
Five nights
Too good to be true
The universe is passin' by
But I can't forget our One, two, three, four Five days,...
can't you hear me?
Five nights,... where you are?
Five days,... can't you fell me?
Five nights,... you're still my love I
t was so great when we were together, baby
So great when we were together
It was so great when our days were endless, baby
So great when we were together
Tell me how could such a good thing only last...

One, two three, four Five days once in a lifetime
Five nights
Too good to be true
The universe is passin' by
But I can't forget our

One, two, three, four Five days once in a lifetime
Five nights
Too good to be true -ac

I am bleeding inside.
1:30 AM



WATCH SUNSHINE HEARTBEAT PEOPLE!!!
IT ROCKS!
I LOVE ZIYAN!!! HE'S SO DAMN COOL!!

I am bleeding inside.
1:27 AM



Hands Down-Dashboard Confession

Breathe in for luck breathe in so deep this air is blessed you share with me this
night is wild so calm and dull these hearts they race
from self control your legs are smooth
as they graze mine we're doing fine we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted,just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions.."hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear, so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery,which ever you prefer. Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and
the time on the clock when we realized
it's so late and the walk that we shared together.The street was wet and the gate was locked
so I jumped it and let you in and you stood at the door
with your hands on my waist and you kissed me,but you meant it and I knew that you meant it,that you meant it, that you meant it,and I knew, that you meant it, that you meant it.

I am bleeding inside.
1:22 AM